Everything happens for a reason and people come and go but through it all the only thing constant is change. The key to change is to let go of fear!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
He's Just Not The Into You
So I just finished watching this movie and it gave some really good insight especially what I'm going through right now. And the signs say everything...he's just that into me...sad to say. But should I really listen to a movie? he doesn't call like he says he would..the movie says he's not into me and doesn't want to call, but maybe he's just busy and can't. You know how you always have faith in someone because it may feel so right but nothing comes together and it ends up all wrong? i just want to continue to have faith but i don't want to end up looking stupid. I know he cares. he says theres potential but im losing motivation and hope. I dont want to give up on him because who knows he could be the "one"...ha! But what if he isnt and I invested my energy in trying to make something impossible happen. The movie says if he wanted something to happen between the two of you he would make it happen...but i dont see anything happening...there is a lack of effort and Im quite tired of it. Call me spoiled...Im just so use to getting attention and having guys show me their affection and I get NOTHING out of him and its sooo tiring to try and try and try and get NOTHING. Its so heartbreaking to text someone or call them and not get any response back. Its so heartbreaking to just see your boo around instead of actually chilling with them or hanging with them. I told him that last night.."See you around" and he got upset. he said it was like saying fuck him...but in essence thats all I do is see him around. We have never been on a date...we chilled a few times but I just happen to see him around majority of the time...is he even my boo? Maybe he isnt that into me and I was just ignoring the signs. Maybe I just need to give up all hope. Maybe Im over analyzing things and he will come around...or maybe he wont. Who knows...but I do know Im tired and losing energy to keep trying....I just want my one exception...
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Our fb's are EXACTLY the same!!! But sometimes, you just gotta let there be some distance so you can really figure out how you feel. OMG, this is deja vu to me, but I know how you feel boo. You'll figure it out soon, just watch.
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