Damn….
I wish things were different…
I wish I hadn’t seen you that day when you walked into that room
I wish I hadn’t became your friend
I wish I hadn’t gotten into the car with you that day
I wish I hadn’t went to your house
I wish I hadn’t said what I said
And maybe….just maybe
We wouldn’t be here
To the point of no return
Do we go on as we are doing what we do?
Or do we move on….progress
Make this….a that
Make something good…better
This is different somehow
Different in a good and bad way
Different because when I’m alone with you….
I get butterflies in my stomach and my heart starts to beat a lil faster knowing that you’re near
When you touch me….
I get this tingling sensation up and down my spine that goes through my body and reaches my toes
When we are in a room full of people….
I find a clever way to sneak a peek at you when no one is noticing….not even you
When we joke and flirt in public I wonder do you know that I’m serious
I wonder if you are serious too
But
You’re
Different
God knows that I love everything about you
I never thought I could like someone like you
Damn…what have I gotten myself into?
The point of no return
But I like it!
The risk….the adventure….us hiding out…just to be together
But do you really think “this” can be “that?”
“This” behind peoples backs into “That” out in the public
Hasn’t been long….not long at all but I get this vibe between us
And I know you feel it too
I just don’t know what to do
I don’t know how to go about this with you
I don’t know how to say it to your face
So hopefully you will read this and know that you’re the defendant in this case
You’re on trial for a victimless crime
For reeling me in but not having enough time
But there is no plaintiff….no victim to testify
Against you
Because all I would do…..
For you….
Is lie.
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